"Stay Wide Awake" lyrics

I got mad intentions back to business
I'm doing just fine I don't need your friendship
It feels like I'm trapped in another dimension
I've been so low I ain't showing affection
My girl always saying I don't spend enough time
I got a lot of questions I don't ever know why
A humble a guy I am never satisfied
I've been pissed off at the world tryna get a piece of mind
It's 2019 same dream same goal
I ain't fucking with another snake or dealing with a hoe
Recognition I deserve will I ever get it? (No!?)
Got haters wishing on me that I please die slow
My back against the wall you won't ever see me fold
You wanting me to love but my heart is way too cold
Been lost with no direction I don't know which way to go
I have got a lot of anger but I never really show

I've been finding my own lane there ain't nobody with me
Know that I'ma be this way until the reaper get me
I got bruises I got scars I know my life ain't pretty
I've been working round the clock I swear to God I'm ready

Stay wide awake stay wide awake
They wanting me to bend but I will never break
Stay wide awake stay wide awake
They wanting me to bend but I will never break
Stay wide awake stay wide awake
They wanting me to bend but I will never break
Stay wide awake stay wide awake
They wanting me to bend but I will never break

Every risk been calculated
In love with the process not the money
Infatuated from these thoughts created
The passion I possess you can never take from me
I lost a lot of friends but I never did need 'em
A low life scumbag wouldn't wanna be yah
Tryna ease my mind I've been puffing on this reefer
My vision been distorted but believe that I'm achiever
Don't really like me that's cool just leave
I ain't been the one to judge I got places gotta be
Be a man and face your problems if you're hungry better eat
I've been starving for so long and now I'm really about to feast
You see the eye of God it's been tatted on my sleeve
Go beast mode every time I hop up on a beat
We ain't cut from the same cloth I'ma be my own boss
Anything goes wrong I'm held accountable (My loss!)

I've been finding my own lane there ain't nobody with me
Know that I'ma be this way until the reaper get me
I got bruises I got scars I know my life ain't pretty
I've been working round the clock I swear to God I'm ready

Stay wide awake stay wide awake
They wanting me to bend but I will never break
Stay wide awake stay wide awake
They wanting me to bend but I will never break
Stay wide awake stay wide awake
They wanting me to bend but I will never break
Stay wide awake stay wide awake
They wanting me to bend but I will never break

I never expect anything from anyone
No antidote to cure me I've been feeling numb
Trapped inside a cell I got no where to run
The devil keep on knocking hoping that I plunge

Stay wide awake stay wide awake
They wanting me to bend but I will never break
Stay wide awake stay wide awake
They wanting me to bend but I will never break
Stay wide awake stay wide awake
They wanting me to bend but I will never break
Stay wide awake stay wide awake
They wanting me to bend but I will never break

You know I kinda like what I become
I wouldn't trade this for the world
Your time is now
Stay woke