"Ted Bundy" lyrics

So amazed some days how I get up
Fill the page from my pain no quitter
Paved my way never phased by a critic
Learning from the greats a legitimate spitter
Talking down on me that's your first wrong move
Imma end your whole career right now Ja Rule
Sama Dama I'm assuming you ain't saying nothing
Put me on a track with Hopsin believe that it is coming
I'm focused, posen for the camera, hi
What I'm exposing they will idolize
My mind exploding still I wonder why?
This song fucking sucks okay goodbye
Whooah! I ain't got no time for a fake fan
I've been cooking up heat like a frying pan
What has been my M.O.? Supply demand
Keep on climbing up the wall, Spiderman
Think I need to calm down, Ativan)
If only I could fly away, Peter Pan
Know I ride that wave then I export
Swear this shit just too easy like an escort
Oh wait, kinda getting bored
They got me feeling rich but I'm living like I'm poor
Every night I lay in bed praying to the lord
Like a midlife crisis cannot be ignored

Stuck up in a loot and I've been losing sight
Things I used to love I do not pay no mind
Such a vicious cycle I just can't explain
Please leave me alone, I need to medicate

I light another spliff just so I feel okay
These problems I don't really wanna deal today
I need this money, buy a house up on the hills
Ima do this on my own without a record deal
Why you acting like I owe you? I don't owe you nothing
I ain't never had a handout, tell me why you fronting
I stay discreet straight killa Ted Bundy
I stay discreet straight killa Ted Bundy

You're incompetent a pure pathogen
Sit back and observe as I track the wins
I've been feeling kinda tipsy please pass the Gin
Only time I take an L? Not happening
You ain't swimming in my waters I'm Michael Phelps
Everybody listen up like show and tell
I was never good in school but I got that grade
All about my bars like I lived on Sway
Ayy I need a moment to cope
Cause I feel like I'm losing control
I don't need company look what it's done to me
I am an introvert, I stay alone
Unleashing the beast what I spit is unique
See the fetal position is right where you go
Trapped in my zone, building my gross
Where this road stops? I just really don't know
Whoa

I don't know were I'm going but I know what I been through
Nowadays who needs enemies yeah I done seen what them friends do
I can see all of you fake smiles, that's why I keep to myself
Cuz I already know if you push me then I'm gonna sleep in a cell
And honestly I'm an anomaly cuz I really shouldn't be alive
With all the poison that I put inside of me man I probably should of died
Some reason I'm still standing just me and God on my side
And everyday is that same struggle just tryna get rid of my ego and pride
The demon inside been telling me lies he praying that Immana not fall
But everyday Imma lay one brick and soon enough Immana have me a wall
Then maybe he'll leave me alone but I bet he probably won't yeah
Ain't even calling for help no cuz there's ain't nobody home yeah
Just like a monster thats up in your closet I stay quiet then break out
I make a living off music, big payments up in my PayPal
Shits great now that I made it out so I ain't ever gonna look back
Cuz the old me he dead now, got 'em buried deep in that cold casket

I light another spliff just so I feel okay
These problems I don't really wanna deal today
I need this money, buy a house up on the hills
Ima do this on my own without a record deal
Why you acting like I owe you? I don't owe you nothing
I ain't never had a handout, tell me why you fronting
I stay discreet straight killa Ted Bundy
I stay discreet straight killa Ted Bundy