"Pain" lyrics

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I've been having visions
I've been reminiscing 'bout this life that I've been living
Really I've been livid
Options that I've bidded
All up in my business, but I wonder if I'm tripping

Will I fall? Will I shine?
And that's all that on my mind
Will I stall? Will I fly?
I guess we gon' test the time
Not my fault, on my grind
Like a truck that flips and slides
When I call, hang the line
You will see, I'll touch the sky (Touch the sky)

Oh my God (Oh my God)
Hate my life (Hate my life)
Will I fall? (Will I fall?)
Will I shine? (Will I shit?)
I won't stop (I won't stop)
Till I fly (Till I fly)
Don't hold back (Don't hold back)
I will rise (I will rise)

Too many problems I see in a day
Too many nights that I've listened to rain
Too many mornings I wake up the same
I am so sick of the looks with the fame
I'ma do me while you ride that wave
You can do you, just sound the same
Follow the trend, so you get them gains
Music heals me, so I'ma scream my pain
Pain, pain is what we go through everyday
Just a cycle of the same bullshit, it's insane
Sane, I just need some space let me catch my breath
I've been feeling all this

Oh my God (Oh my God)
Hate my life (Hate my life)
Will I fall? (Will I fall?)
Will I shine? (Will I shit?)
I won't stop (I won't stop)
Till I fly (Till I fly)
Don't hold back (Don't hold back)
I will rise (I will rise)