"NEXT TO ME, AGAIN" lyrics

What you say? Not much
Fell too deep into your thoughts
I hoped maybe what you said is all that I needed
Talking like you want something else from me
Can't believe you made it up
Said you'd never change how you call my name
Now you use it as doubt, to make your way out

Watching me slowly die, oh do you feel alive?
Pretending like I never cared about you
You spun me in your lies
I'm used to how you run away

I'm tired of feeling the same
Whenever you'd come back to me
All broken hearted I'm stuck in your mess
Tell me you're feeling the same thing
Is it love that you want? That'll stay
Or you just lonely at heart and think it's okay
To be here, next to me again

My world is falling apart
The way we had it all, too naive to see
Believed that you were my all
Was it lonely? Tired of seeing the stars, feeling tipsy
Thought I could believe, that it'd be easier to leave
'Cause now I'm alone, was it useless?
Time after time I don't know why I feel this way
You took it all away, I never knew what you would want to say

I'm tired of feeling the same
Whenever you'd come back to me
All broken hearted I'm stuck in your mess
Tell me you're feeling the same thing
Is it love that you want? That'll stay
Or you just lonely at heart and think it's okay
To be here, next to me again