"scars" lyrics

I'm just so sad, I don't know what to do
Told you from the start how I really love you
But you're leaving me behind
Leaving me behind
Leaving me to die
Yeah, you're leaving me to die
God gives me something sacred
Just to take it all away
You prayed for me every day
Guess he wasn't listening
You would be the one to stay
I guess that I'm just naive
I guess that I'm just naive

I remember what you said
'Cause it's stuck inside my head
'Cause it's stuck inside my head
It's about you doing better
Everything will be okay
Please don't stick around
'Cause you'll lose me anyway
Maybe I don't understand
Yeah, you told me that I didn't
But everything that you said
Seems like one big contradiction
I don't know how to make sense
Of the feelings in my chest
You think I'd be better off
But what if I just wasn't?

What if I started to cut again?
Deprived myself of oxygen?
Isolate and masturbate
And get a ton of absences
Would you love me even then?
Would you come back to my arms?
Would you kiss all of my scars?
Would you kiss all of my scars?
Would you kiss all of my scars?
Please just kiss all my scars
All the scars left on my heart
'Cause I don't know where to start