"stepping stone stepping stone stepping stone (elujjin remix)" lyrics

"stepping stone stepping stone stepping stone (elujjin remix)"

I'll never be a kid again
You can't keep saying, "Next year"
All I ever did was try to love, keep living through my tears
I can't become an adult, I know I'm emotionally stunted
I feel apathetic, sometimes think I'm on a watchlist

I keep looking at the people 'round me, wonder what they think
Picturing my head smashed into brick, your faces make me sick
You're all liars, fucking fake
You're living lost, not knowing
Blind, and never seeing
I'm invisible, don't know me
It's hard to even go outside, resentment building every day
"Unconditional" has conditions, no matter what they say
There's no good that you could do to ever
Change somebody's mind
You are fucking worthless, give it up
Chasing, why won't you die?

So desperate for attention that you believe every lie
Blowing up in anger 'cause you're naive, knew they'd say goodbye
It's the only thing that makes you feel like you're even alive
So pathetic, fucking weak
I hate you, someone, tell me why
I live life waiting for the moment
Everything will turn black
How much more time do I have to wait
Until I finally can go back?
You know I'm not human, really
When I peel off all my skin
You could never love me fully, loving everything within
It's been this way every day, long as I can remember
Am I just hallucinating, why can't you all see it?
You can't love me as I am, so you all try to reason
You can't even hide your hatred for all of my being

Do you hear this all the same?
I keep listening to my own music
Every song in the same day
I got my life on replay
I got my life on replay
On replay, on replay
On replay, on replay
On replay, on re...

I'll never be a kid again
You can't keep saying, "Next year"
All I ever did was try to love, keep living through my tears
I can't become an adult, I know I'm emotionally stunted
I feel apathetic, sometimes think I'm on a watch list
I'll never be a kid again
You can't keep saying, "Next year"
All I ever did was try to love, keep living through my tears
I can't become an adult, I know I'm emotionally stunted
I feel apathetic, sometimes think I'm on a watchlist

Do you hear this all the same?
I keep listening to my own music
Every song in the same day
I got my life on replay
I got my life on replay
I got my life on replay
On replay, on replay
On replay, on replay
On replay, on re...


EP: "ill never be a kid again" (2025)
pupsies - ill never be a kid again EP cover
it is nice to have fun sometimes :)
(Instrumental)
is it really that nice though?
(Instrumental)
being nice is pretty meaningless
(Instrumental)
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