"the attention seekers suicide note" lyrics

I been feeling fucked up
Always die, always wanna cry
And I hate being alive
Mommy says I'm dumb and Daddy calls me selfish
"The only thing you're good at?"
"Being manipulative"
I honestly don't care
I honestly say, "Fuck it"
I end up dead either way
So you can go and shove it
Your words come from your ass
You make me wanna puke
I wish that you were dead
And I don't know what to do

I don't know what to say
'Cause you'll view me anyway
As a piece of shit, just a stupid bitch
Just garbage that you wanna throw away
Just garbage that you wanna throw away
I'm gonna cut my wrists again
If you don't stop the yelling
I wanna feel the pain
And see the blood
And see the swelling

So go ahead and test me
'Cause I'm just attention seeking
Seeking 'til it's over
And I'm hanging from the ceiling (Ceiling)
So go ahead and test me
'Cause I'm just attention seeking
Seeking 'til it's over
And I'm hanging from the ceiling

So go ahead, say it again
You hate my guts, I have no friends
I wanna die, I wanna cut
I can't take this, I've had enough
So go ahead, say it again
You hate my guts, I have no friends
I wanna die, I wanna cut
I can't take this, I've had enough

So go ahead and test me
'Cause I'm just attention seeking
Seeking 'til it's over
And I'm hanging from the ceiling
So go ahead and test me
'Cause I'm just attention seeking
Seeking 'til it's over
And I'm hanging from the ceiling (Ceiling)

So go ahead and test me
'Cause I'm just attention seeking
Seeking 'til it's over
And I'm hanging from the ceiling (Ceiling)