"Disappear" lyrics

I can't beware
Destined for the rip and the tear
Make a cripple jump out a chair
Rat sized bitch here, pulling at my hair
Put your hands up if you just don't care
You just don't care
I tried, but I don't give a fuck
About pretending like I just don't care
But if it comes to you, then I just don't care
Rat sized bitch still pulling at my hair
Why we all working so hard just to rot
Buried in some rich persons backyard
My grandmother died of the cancer
Guess all the docs just couldn't save her
But they all safe staying making big paper
Let another person go, that's a paycheck
Bill on the table, she's not saved yet
Half of living in this country, learn to love debt
I don't sweat, rely on my good judgment
Impulse living cause times all twisted
Close your eyes one second then you missed it
Don't think about it, your opinion
Stressed out like a supernatural scratch on my back
Brain bouncing up like a basketball hits the rim
Hits the metal everytime
Hits the metal everytime
Average life here under 80 years
Work too long and you never feel the fear
If that's what you want then just go ahead
Serve who you serve, just wonder why they ask
Dirty hands wanna touch you if they can
Think I'm clean, but I'm scraps from the trash
Been on fire, you're a piece of the ash
I'm sly like a raccoon, you get yourself smashed