"sorry4dying" lyrics

Come to think about, it's all in my head
Fuel tank blink, it's been running in the red
Praying for a green light, looking straight ahead
Nothing else seems right, you know what I said
Told myself to calm down, listen, understand
Somewhere, I had god stuck in between my hands
Everything I want was never in your plans
And now it's hard to think...
I've been running in and out of dreams repeating
Everything you ever said you see in me
See in me, see in me
So am I not a ghost?
Passing through these walls I used to call a home
I left my body lying on the door mat
Turned away, decided not to go back...

I'm not the one, I look around and I see nothing
Reach through the walls, I tried to scream, it won't come out
Sorry for dying, I just wanna hold you without haunting

Next thing you know
Next thing you know
Next thing you know
Next thing you know
Next thing you know
Next thing you know
Next thing you know
Next thing you know