"better" lyrics

I'll blame the mono I got freshman year
And I'll blame the dropping out all on my bright and burgeoning career
Though I've been worried tired for almost 10 years straight
Now I've got time to sit home alone and sing praise of the world I often hate

And I haven't felt right since that day
I met him publicly, he told me I was safe
But what's lost if I've never changed?
And what he did to me is just another diddy I can play

I don't know why I don't wanna get better, I wanna stay the same
And I say that I'll figure it out once all of my songs are sang
Oh no, and I don't know why I don't wanna get better, I wanna stay the same
And I say that I'll figure it out once all of my songs are sang

I don't know why I don't wanna get better, I wanna stay the same
And I say that I'll figure it out once all of my songs are sang
Oh no, and I don't know why I don't wanna get better, I wanna stay the same
And I say that I'll figure it out once all of my songs are sang