"Am I High Rn" lyrics

I think the back door creaks
I think the sun burned down
I think this garden speaks
Or am I high right now?
I think the sky caved in
I think your heart's possessed
I see white flags wavin'
Or am I just obsessed?

Or am I paranoid of bein' myself?
Is it my brain overworkin' itself?
Are these rumors in my head really true?
Is someone watchin' all the things that we do?
Or am I high right now?
Am I high right now?
Yeah-yeah

Am I trippin'? Am I sippin'? Am I high right now?
The delusion and confusion got me hella trippin' now
I need likes to validate me, I need pills to chill me out
I need sex to feel in power, I need booze to wash it down
I need somethin' for the side effects, somethin' for the comedown
Somethin' for the trauma, somethin' just to come around
I'm riddled with anxiety and cripplin' depression
Gotta dig my own grave just to learn my lesson
I feel like I think too much
You only hit me up when you drink too much
And I don't wanna be your human Xanax bar
You're talkin' 'bout forever, shit's way too far
And I don't wanna be another one night stand
But I don't wanna be nobody's life plan
If you're scared, go to church; if you're shook, meditate
If you're hurt, just vibe; if you're mad, walk away
What you think?

Or am I paranoid of bein' myself? (Bein' myself)
Is it my brain overworkin' itself? (Workin' itself)
Are these rumors in my head really true? (Really true)
Is someone watchin' all the things that we do?
Or am I high right now?
Am I high right now?
Or am I high right now?

Or am I high right now?
(You only hit me up when you drink too much)
Or am I high right now?