"Black Porsche" lyrics

Got a black Porsche I'm barely driving in it
Family's back home and they're not jiving with it
House is paid off and we're surviving in it
So why do I feel guilty when I'm laying in it
Text my mom about a show she goes I've seen it
Tell my dad I love him hope he knows I mean it
Meditated this morning and still feel like shit
God's got unconditional love I know he knows I need it

Got a black Porsche I'm barely driving in it
Family's back home and they're not jiving with it
Got a black Porsche I'm barely driving in it
Family's back home and they're not jiving with it

Barely recognized but when I am I hate it
Sometimes throw on Stacy wish I never made it
Pull what's left out my hair if my heart is hurting
But if I can look at Macy then I know it's worth it

Oh boy I can feel so faulty
My sins are making me stare at hell
What the fuck is the issue
And why is my mind a carousel
Michigan in me's stirred up
Like Michelin stars in Europe
Graveyard of petoskey stones
That I purposely never turn up so if I

Got a black Porsche I'm barely driving in it
Family's back home and they're not jiving with it
Got a black Porsche I'm barely driving in it
Family's back home and they're not jiving with it

You don't need to know
Why I'm morning mackin blondes like the Kelly and Regis show
Figured out the Roman numeral when I was regional
You can get it 3, 6, 5 never seasonal
Pour some Cabernet and play some Drake until the speakers blow
Why you act surprised already?
Way late to the witty words and all the style already
Made weight like a fighter way back in his prime already
We played Radio City and did two nights already

But I try
I don't know if I'm a good or bad guy
But I try
And lately that's been my life

Got a black Porsche I'm barely driving in it
Family's back home and they're not jiving with it
Got a black Porsche I'm barely driving in it
Family's back home and they're not jiving with it