"Feel Something" lyrics

I got ideas in my head that make me get out of bed, but I'd rather lock my door
Let nobody in, but I still tweet a few things, get these feelings off my chest
The illusion I'm fine should not be stuck in your mind, if you could see what I see in the mirror
Secretly want your sympathy, I don't see what's in front of me, it's clear

That I've got some real close friends
We drink and smoke every night
It's not gonna fix my sadness
Even thought it does sometimes

Oh, I know I can look real good on paper
But if I survive, I would jump off this skyscraper
To feel something
To feel something

I, I keep a grin on my face, but it is surely a waste 'cause I don't feel the way I look
There's messages in my phone, I read so I'm not alone, but they don't validate my fear
Of never being enough, I got somebody I love, but they can't help the thoughts I have
Secretly want your sympathy, I don't see what's in front of me, it's said

'Cause I've got some real close friends
We drink and smoke every night
It's not gonna fix my sadness
Even thought it does sometimes

Oh, I know I can look real good on paper
But if I survive, I would jump off this skyscraper
To feel something
To feel something

I know I can look real good on paper
But if I survive, I would jump off this skyscraper
To feel something
To feel something
To feel something