"Loud" lyrics

I don't wanna waste it
I threw it all on the line
And finally got a chance in hell
To make what I wanted
Take what I needed

Searching for a miracle
But all that I could find was a crucible
And now I'm living in the decibels
Ringin' in my ears inescapable
The pain is full

You can't turn it down
When the noise is all around
It's so hard to think
Drowning in the sound
I know why you lay there still up
Wishing it would go away
But it's all too loud
For the waves in you to fade

A momentary silence
Like a lullaby whisper
Walking in a field of gold
I long to remember
Go back forever

Tearing up a part of me
Is all that I can do for my sanity
Cuz somehow I'm still my own enemy
On my own crusade out to set it free
Finally

You can't turn it down
When the noise is all around
It's so hard to think
Drowning in the sound
I know why you lay there still up
Wishing it would go away
But it's all too loud
For the waves in you to fade

Don't tell me that frequency is wrong
Cuz it's all I hear
Don't tell me that you heard it all along
Cuz I don't believe you
The chaos in the world won't let you go
Till you close your eyes
And let it pull you in the undertow
To your demise

You can't turn it down
When the noise is all around
It's so hard to think
Drowning in the sound
I know why you lay there still up
Wishing it would go away
But it's all too loud
For the waves in you to fade