"Easy" lyrics

I been so alone since a kid
Got me feeling like I wanna be gone
I don't even really know where I'm at
Feeling this, feeling that
I don't know if I'll make it back
I don't really know 'cause

I live inside a fantasy
My fallacy is known
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go

I thought it would be easy
But I make things harder
Than they are supposed to be

I make things harder
I make things harder
I been riding in the back seat
Wanna drive but I don't know my way, my way
What am I waiting for?
What am I waiting for?

I been so alone since a kid
Got me feeling like I wanna be gone
I don't even really know where I'm at
Feeling this, feeling that
I don't know if I'll make it back
I don't really know 'cause

Poisoned thoughts that stay on my mind
I don't really wanna think about it
I don't really wanna think about it
But I know that I can't live without them

I thought it would be easy
But I make things harder
Than they are supposed to be

I make things harder
I make things harder
I been riding in the back seat
Wanna drive but I don't know my way, my way
What am I waiting for?
What am I waiting for?

I don't wanna know
Where I have to go
'Cause if I'm right
It won't be nice
I will be on my own

So, tell me it ain't so
And I'll be on my way
I just need to stay awake
So I don't lose the day

See, I don't wanna grow
I don't wanna grow
I don't wanna grow

I been so alone since a kid
Got me feeling like I wanna be gone
I don't even really know where I'm at
Feeling this, feeling that
I don't know if I'll make it back
I don't really know 'cause