"Gray" lyrics

My head is full of filth
My heart is full of garbage
And maybe there is love
Or maybe it's just carbon

I don't wanna leave
I wanna stay awake
Been missing out on things
Been living in a fugue state
I wanna see the bees
They pollinate the flower
I wanna talk to you
And stay up all hours

And I gotta try
I just gotta try

Giving up on you
I'm giving up on us
Living in a bubble of trust
I wan't honest
All I wanna be is somewhere else
And all I need to be is real with myself

I've been feeling so small
I've been feeling nothing at all
Like a leaf in the wind
Gone to blow

My head is full of good
My heart is like a garden
My head is full of growth
My heart is ripened harvest
My heart is full of love
My heart is full of love

My heart is full of love
My heart is full of love

Here I am, here I am, here I am (I don't wanna lie anymore)
Here I am, here I am, here I am (I don't wanna lie anymore)
Here I am, here I am, here I am (I don't wanna lie anymore)