"Intro" lyrics

Hi everyone
Welcome to my mixtape "no bethany"
By the way this is Ramengvrl
I really forgot
I really don't know how to do a fucking introduction, I'm sorry
I really don't know what to say in here
After then, I created this mixtape with a freedom in mind
Not like a total freedom but like it's not that
I didn't have any sort of freedom or any kind of like self expression in my previous singles as you may know
But it felt like for 2 and half years
I did feel some sort of pressure
You know what I mean
Well, all this brand's coming in, right?
All this event organizer's coming in and they want to fuck me in shit
And they want me to, like, "Be Ramengvrl"
When in real life, I might not be the Ramengvrl that you might know
I don't know am I just, you know, just walk around the mall
Just walk around some night city and just probably
I just feel like I'm, I just wanna wear like a fuckin'
I don't know, knock off sort of T-shirt, pants and fuckin' jeans
I don't wanna wear hypebeast stuff as you're might say
I don't even care about those hypebeast things to be honest I really don't
I don't even have a single Off-white item in my house
Well now I do
Well now I do but just because Off-white invited me to their opeing in Plaza Indonesia but that's it
Okay, I don't give a fuck about, you know, being all that
But because of this, you know, pressure every, you know, I have this "All these eyes on me"
It's not what I used to before
I wasn't nobody
I was like if there's, like, a food chain
I would be like the worm, you know the worm
That's the last piece of shit in a food chain
I mean, as I remember, I was in social science so I don't fuckin' know but anyway
Let's just call it that way, let's make the worm
The last thing in a fuckin' food chain
It can be eaten by an eagle
It can be eaten by a...
Oh my god what the fuck is that?
It's my calendar
So loud, fuck that
Fuck my manager
Fuckin'