"Counter Fracture" lyrics

Mama, I'm sorry I can't breathe
Father, forgive me when I leave
Is it too late to pray for me now?
Is it too late for my sorrow now?
Is it too late for my sorry now?
Hold on to me or put me out of my misery

I don't want an in-between
Can't hold on to an in-between

The counteractions in my mind
Leave me with a shattered spine
Even though I've been sure that I'll count my days
The countermeasures in my spine
Leave me with a broken mind
Even though I've been sure that I'll count my days

Too loud, it makes it hard to see
Crawling, my hands reach for their feet
Cause' it's too hard to hold it in now
And it's too sad it had to end now
And it's too bad it's all over now
Let go of me or put me out of my misery

I don't want an in-between
Can't hold on to an in-between

The counteractions in my mind
Leave me with a shattered spine
Even though I've been sure that I'll count my days
The countermeasures in my spine
Leave me with a broken mind
Even though I've been sure that I'll count my days

Swing away
It's your grave
Put me out of my misery
Caught between a sight and a dream
God, please don't let me be seen
Let go or hold on to me

I don't want an in-between
Can't hold on to an in-between

The counteractions in my mind
Leave me with a shattered spine
Even though I've been sure that I'll count my days
The counteractions in my mind
Leave me with a shattered spine
Even though I've been sure that I'll count my days
The countermeasures in my spine
Leave me with a broken mind
Even though I've been sure that I'll count my days