"Angel In Disgrace (Live In La)" lyrics

Served a lifetimes faithfulness to be denied
How am I to ever live this life
Wondering what of me made him decide
To turn me from the city in the sky
What must I have done in my past life
To deserve this negligence before my eyes

Waiting for a chance to make him see
To live in exile is destroying me
The pain I've forced upon myself is deep
Now I can't rest in peace

I'll fly away until I reach a place of forgiveness
If it even exists
Then maybe someday I will learn to forgive and forget
But right now I can't

Forever praising him devotedly
Yet here I am being denied my dream
Now the anger is building up inside
My blood is boiling to be justified

Waiting for a chance to make him see
To live in exile is destroying me
The pain I've forced upon myself is deep
Now I can't rest in peace

I'll fly away until I reach a place of forgiveness
If it even exists
Then maybe someday I will learn to forgive and forget
But right now I can't

I'll fly away until I reach a place of forgiveness
If it even exists
Then maybe someday I will learn to forgive and forget
But right now I can't
Heaven's waiting for you when you take your final breath
Let your soul be at rest
His arms wide open but you'll never feel his warm embrace
Angel in disgrace