"Schizophrenia In Reverse" lyrics

My body's aching
My heart is aching
My soul is aching
But my head is numb

And it's truly fortunate
That every fall is so fucking hard
It's like shooting up smack
Wiped out like a retard

But what's another humiliation
When all hope is dead
It's better to smile with dead eyes
And sing-along instead

Fear no more
The death they're bringing
Hear no more
Their voices singing
End this life
And lift this curse
Schizophrenia in reverse

It's a public humiliation
A one-liner, a punchline
For the crowd to laugh hysterically
As I go down

Now I am lost
In the abyss of my mind
Re-living nightmares stuck on repeat
Crucified upside down

But what's another humiliation
When all hope is dead
It's better to smile with dead eyes
And sing-along instead

Fear no more
The death they're bringing
Hear no more
Their voices singing
End this life
And lift this curse
Schizophrenia in reverse

They're watching
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every mistake
My delusion is censored
The truth is so much worse
Schizophrenia in reverse

Fear no more
The death they're bringing
Hear no more
Their voices singing
End this life
And lift this curse
Schizophrenia in reverse

They're watching
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every mistake
My delusion is censored
The truth is so much worse
Schizophrenia in reverse