"Pilot" lyrics

Maybe I'm contagious
The way that I can push anyone away
Maybe I'm too anxious
The way that I can twist every word you say

Heaven knows
Heaven knows
Try to find a place out my mind
Pray to God
Help me to make sense of my life

'Cause I don't know where to start
Can't say where I begin
Just know I'm twenty-four
Small to the world I'm in
As I pull my world apart
Can't say where I fit in
I just know I'm twenty-four
Small to the world I'm in

Pay me no mind
I'm just a pilot roaming
Look to the sky
You'll see a pilot soaring

Things that I thought would stay like that
Turning the other way
Taking the time to understand
If I'm afraid of change
I'm just a pilot roaming
Bit at a time, I try embracing
Who I wanna be
What I want

But I don't know where to start
Can't say where I begin
Just know I'm twenty-four
Small to the world I'm in
As I pull my world apart
Can't say where I fit in
I just know I'm twenty-four
Small to the world I'm in

Pay me no mind
I'm just a pilot roaming
Look to the sky
You'll see a pilot soaring
Let go, fall from
Everything I thought I was
Crash and blow up
It don't gotta mean so much
It don't gotta mean so much

Pilot roaming
Pilot soaring