"There's Pain In Photos_BLUE" lyrics

Pain in these photos, pushin' through my lowest lows
Prayed up, stayed focused, and put the homies on
I know I ain't perfect, still got a ways to grow
Lost, but I'm searchin' and hope my road is home (Yeah, yeah)

I was just a snotty-nosed nigga with some runnin' thoughts
I lapped a lot of niggas with a latest thought
Told a perspective of the fly on the wall while I was paintin' art
Gifted in my passion so I played a part
I done seen John Gottis turn Q and have a change of heart
A dime in that cell can change it all for you
Your people losin' faith and you can't call on 'em
Start trippin' 'cause you thought he'd take the fall for you
My cousin Deg did some time, as he recalled on it
Told me how a couple seconds led to twenty years in it
Did the time tall, you would think he had no fear in it
Read a lot, learned a lot, got out and he appeared Christian
I say appeared 'cause as a man, truly changed
When he went inside that cell for defense and not no bane
But wrong place, wrong time led him to that lane
If you tried him, would he do the same thing?
'Cause for mine, I'd die for it
Yeah, so I feel foul for it
'Cause I ain't really different, just ain't been tried on it
I learn to judge less and live in high moments
I know I'll die over my pride on it
I'm imperfect and feelin' foul for it
Know I can take a life, just ain't been tried on it
That's why I judge less and live in high moments
'Cause I could die over my pride on it

Pain in these photos, pushin' through my lowest lows
Prayed up, stayed focused, and put the homies on
I know I ain't perfect, still got a ways to grow
Lost, but I'm searchin' and hope my road is home