"Cry Hard Enough" lyrics

Maybe I didn't cry hard enough
All the things that I could have done
Thought that by now you'd have had enough
You'd had enough
Maybe I didn't cry hard enough
Fantasy love is a loaded gun
Whatever this is it isn't love, this isn't love

Traces of you in my blood
I wish I didn't give a fuck
About it
Warned me about your mistakes
The cycle was too strong to break
For you, for you

You're breaking my heart
Everytime you try to pretend there's nothing wrong
All of your flaws on display so
So maybe it's all my fault

Maybe I didn't cry hard enough
All the things that I could have done
Thought that by now you'd have had enough
You'd had enough, ahh
Maybe I didn't cry hard enough
Fantasy love is a loaded gun
Whatever this is it isn't love, this isn't love

And I really wanna let go
I wanna stand tall on my own
The thought of myself feeling broken
Makes my heart sink and I feel small
As though I'm stranded in an airport
I really thought that you should know