"From Now On" lyrics

I ask you what you want
Before I even think to ask myself
Walk over glass before
You'll ever hear me asking for help
So why am I surprised that you don't know what I want?

So now you're listening
'Cause I let the circus stop
Got your attention
Now the spinning plates have dropped
But cleaning up your wreckage will never make me strong

From now on
I'll stop apologizing
From now on
I'm through with sacrificing
One of us got to choose me for a little while

You start the war, I keep the peace
Wash down the words, I'm good at that
Rewrite the rules, you tug the leash
I can't be still, I can't relax
What gave you the right to tell me what I want?

From now on
I'll stop apologizing
From now on
I'm through with sacrificing
One of us got to choose me for a little while

It's my life
Why am I the last one I get to think about?
Think about it
It's not right
I swear I get so tired I keep drifting out
Think about it

I figured I'll take my chance
And choose the life I want

From now on
I'll stop apologizing
From now on
I'm through with sacrificing
One of us got to choose me for a little while

For a little while
Can I just choose me?
For, for a little while
Can I just choose me?
I'm putting me first, I'll flip up the story
From now on