"Not Today" lyrics

I don't know why, I just feel I'm better off
Stayin' in the same room I was born in
I look outside and see a whole world better off
Without me in it, tryin' to transform it

You are out of my mind
You aren't seein' my side, whoa
You waste all this time
Tryin' to get to me
But you are out of my mind
Yeah

Listen, I know, this one's a contradiction because of how happy it sounds
But the lyrics are too down
It's okay, though
Because it represents, wait, better yet, it is
Who I feel I am right now

You are out of my mind, whoa
You aren't seein' my side, whoa
You waste all this time
Tryin' to get to me
But you are out of my mind

Heard you say, "Not today"
Tore the curtains down, windows open, now make a sound
Heard your voice, "There's no choice"
Tore the curtains down, windows open, now make a noise

Oh, don't you test me, though
Just because I play the piano

I'm out of my mind
I'm not seein' things right
I waste all this time tryin' to run from you
But I'm out of my mind
Heard you say, "Not today"
Heard you say, "Not today"

Heard you say, "Not today"
Tore the curtains down, windows open, now make a sound
Heard your voice, "There's no choice"
Tore the curtains down, windows open, now make a noise

Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

You are out of my mind
You aren't seein' my side
You waste all this time tryin' to get to me
But you are out of my mind

Heard you say, "Not today"
Tore the curtains down, windows open, now make a sound
Heard your voice, "There's no choice"
Tore the curtains down, windows open, now make a noise