"Elessar" lyrics

Eventual, land into the sea
Ephemeral, nature of the beast
Insatiable, desire leave me be
Uncomfortable, anyone but me

I think about it when life gets me down
I try to hide it, when I'm on the ground
I can't define it but I'm sorry I fell
I think about it

Escapable, but only in a dream
Delusional, but with a sense of peace
Intangible, a crack between the seams
Broken heart, the gift that seems to keep

Elessar, who I'd like to be
Fallen star, good enough for me
Valinor, the place where I would flee
Delusional, it's alright by me

I'll read about it and live in my head
I dream about it when I'm feeling bad
It really matters when life gets your scared
It really matters
It really matters
It really matters
I think about
I think about