"BOOK OF SHADOWS" lyrics

Blessed but stressed
Second guessing till I rest
I can't break out this dungeon
I complain and I'm depressed
Manifest living best
Paranoia in my chest
Locked inside this mental prison
Built a throne out of regrets

I can't close all the doors
Of my mind I keep sinking
Got my heart on the floor
No alibi, I'm still drinking
I can't fool all these ghosts
In the dark, overthinking
Growing old, terrified
Every scar keeps me thinking

Pitch black walls, they haunting
My past calls, its talking
My shadows keep stalking
My heart burns left wanting

Blessed but stressed
Second guessing till I rest
I can't break out this dungeon
I complain and I'm depressed
Manifest living best
Paranoia in my chest
Locked inside this mental prison
Built a throne out of regrets

I'm gonna die if these days go by
I'm fuckin' wild for the night, oh my
I'm gonna die if these days go by
I'm fuckin' wild for the night, oh my

Let me pop a xanny when I'm going on a trip to states
I might fuckin' panic hate to travel mind just isolates
Before I drop this record watch me swerving in an escalade
Loving every second when my mind is off I can relate