"Eyes Wide Open" lyrics

I'm so selfish, I don't even give a damn if you live
I can't be patient in the silence, you won't even believe
I also thought you were my virus, and I know it's in me
My heart been closed, and my eyes open, I can follow the lead
See me acting like a lunatic, a whisper in my head
Sometimes I feel like giving up and since I'm losing my hair
I see a ghost up in my bedroom with the boots on a chair
He's looking at me with a grin and got intention to scare

I'm friends with Satan and gave him everything, I'm empty now
I have to listen and draw them circles, I am low and down
It's all a treason, and I am running out of alibi
Darkness is my only vibe, killed inside and paralyzed

I like to see you fail
I love to see the pain
Oh, can you feel the shame?
I'll dig your fucking grave