"Second Nature" lyrics

So it's come to this
The ever-rising sun got too close for comfort
I'm waiting for the cold to come
High on a hill, hidden in the dark, dwelling in the deep
Places I have never seen - is something there that I am missing?

Where does this come from?
I wanna be connected
Back to the origin of the pressure points I never mentioned
How do I shape up? How do I make the waves
Or recreate a picture that's ever-changing?

Revive me
I'm alive for a reason - I'm alive and I feel love
With a fear that writes itself into my nature

Call my, call my name
If ever I'm aflame
Am I someone to remember, or am I already a memory?

I'm opening up like a lotus flower
Spilling all my vulnerability
Since youth, I've never made a promise
'Cause if it broke, then the ones I love would pay
Opening up like a bottle
Poison pouring over past mistakes
So I'm holding my breath, like I do over cracks in the pavement
And going under in spite of it

Call my, call my name
If it doesn't hurt to say
Am I doing better than ever, or is this the start of the end?
Won't you call my, call my name
When I wilt, you bring the rain
Hold my hand
Bring me back to Earth again

Because I don't know where I've been
And it's getting dark out here
How could I cast out the sun?

Revive me
I'm alive for a reason and I know that I feel love
Priceless, careless, fragile
Never to be touched again, and never to touch anything

Call my, call my name
Bring me back to Earth again
Have I passed by as a moment, or am I yet to begin?
Won't you call my, call my name
Tell me I'm only human
Hold my hand
Bring me back to Earth again