"the kid" lyrics

All the footprints I stepped through
From the moment I met you
Been trying to see things through your eyes
You ask me to lean in I went down
Kicking and screaming
Through all the drunken sleepless nights

I'm not the kid I used to know
Pouring poison down my throat
Living fast and dying slow
I'm not the kid I used to be
Am I the apple or the tree
I'm scared you'll end up just like me

All the tracks that I follow
Hope I see you tomorrow
Cause I don't wanna let you go
We took the last train
I turned around halfway
Cause I got sick of missing home

I'm not the kid I used to know
Pouring poison down my throat
Living fast and dying slow
I'm not the kid I used to be
Am I the apple or the tree
I'm scared you'll end up just like me