"So What Now" lyrics

If I'm missing calls, I'm gonna cry
If I'm missing calls, I'm gonna cry, cry

I found out from a friend of a friend that you're here again
What gives you the right to come back to the city that I live in?
Yeah, I know that you grew up here
And I know that your family's here
But I found out from a friend of a friend that you're here again

So what now?
Should we talk?
If we run into each other on the street
Should I keep walking?
So what now?
Do you tell your friends
That things ended well?
That I'm overdramatic, it was chill
Do you lie and say you don't wanna see me again?
'Cause I do it too
Both of us like to pretend
So we feel like we're cool
So what now?

If I'm missing calls, I'm gonna cry
If I'm missing calls, I'm gonna cry, cry

I'm like what the hell, why the hell didn't you call me yet?
I know I cussed you out, that's my mouth
But you should be banging on my door bell
Cry
Yes, I said I hated you
And those little dimples, too
Still I'm like what the hell, why the hell didn't you call me yet?
Cry

So what now?
Should we talk?
If we run into each other on the street
Should I keep walking?
So what now?
Do you tell all your friends
That things ended well?
That I'm overdramatic, it was chill
Do you lie and say you don't wanna see me again?
'Cause I do it too
Both of us like to pretend
So we feel like we're cool
You don't wanna see me again

'Cause I do it too
Both of us like to pretend
So we feel like we're cool
So what now?

If I'm missing calls, I'm gonna cry
If I'm missing calls, I'm gonna cry
So what now?
If I'm missing calls, I'm gonna cry
If I'm missing calls I'm gonna cry, cry
You dumb crusty ass bitch, but I think I love you
If I'm missing calls, I'm gonna cry
Welcome back to California
I love you
If I'm missing calls, I'm gonna cry
You're so small, I could flick you across the room
If I'm missing calls, I'm gonna cry
I wish could hug you
If I'm missing calls, I'm gonna cry
I might kiss you, but I also might fight you
If I'm missing calls, I'm gonna cry
If I miss your call, I'm gonna cry
If I'm missing calls, I'm gonna cry
If I miss your call, I'm gonna cry