"blindly admire" lyrics

Skip the champagne 'cause I'm leaving
Keep on checking in the bedroom
That you planted me in
For the reason
We both know the reason
You look oh so smug in your couture
Every girl, they say they knew ya

So I say you act so tortured
A trait of the olders
It's all in your music
But I know your secret

All of this to say
I needed you to be great
Didn't have a clue
So blindly admiring you

Next time I saw you at a party
I met a girl inside the bathroom
And she gave me a smile
Like she was itching
To scream it out
Your name slipped loudly from her lips
And I left laughing about how

You act so tortured
A trait of the olders
It's all in your music
But I know your secret

All of this to say
I needed you to be great
Didn't have a clue
So blindly admiring you
And you