"Multifaker" lyrics

I'm not mistaken, just so fucking jaded
Yeah, I hate it
I'm don't deserve you
You know that I'm out here acting a fool

Bible verses, toxic worship
I pray to justify the taste
I've changed, new given name
Roll the dice like Chutes and Ladders
We choose to gamble, but it's you who's living in this debt
It's too late now, I fucked around
And we found the weight of silver to
The weight of silver to gold
Skin turns green, eyes gloss over
What happened in 2018?
What happened to healing me?
Ill, I lost myself, can you call me out?
Unwarranted, my honor's down, I found out
What happened back in '22?
How did I lose these eyes for you?

(Held for too long)
I need to replace this dread
(Laid at your feet)
I'm bow too far on this blade
Gold earrings
I don't want the flavor, need the real thing
Below stealing
Fucking throw you to wolves, no redeeming

I must feel so vulnerable
You always taste of medicine
Disrupt the pulse and let me in

Could I lift this iron?
(Lesser metal)
Was I not born with honor?
(Does the echo not reach for you?)

(Held for too long)
I need to replace this dread
(Laid at your feet)
I'm bow too far on this blade
Gold earrings
I don't want the flavor, need the real thing
Below stealing
Fucking throw you to wolves, no redeeming
Lay this blade to it's (Fuck)
To it's rest