"Leaving It Up To You" lyrics

I don't know why I'm so caught up in covering up the past
After all this time I, I thought I would be over you at last
But it kills me at night, I was hoping you'd give me a second chance

But I'm leaving it up to you, leaving it up to you
And there's nothing that I can do
'Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay
With you

No excuses. So, I thought I'd make it better as I go
If I could go back in time I, I wouldn't leave you waiting all alone
I lay awake late at night
I wish I had the courage to say "No"

But I'm leaving it up to you, leaving it up to you
And there's nothing that I can do
'Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay
Leaving it up to you
(I wanna come back home and...)
I'm leaving it up to you
(I wanna come back home)
And there's nothing that I can do
'Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay
With you
With you
With you

After all this time I try to understand this pain
No excuses so I find a reason to run away
To run away

But I'm leaving it up to you, leaving it up to you
And there's nothing that I can do
'Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay
Leaving it up to you
(I wanna come back home and...)
I'm leaving it up to you
(I wanna come back home)
And there's nothing that I can do
'Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay
With you
With you
With you