"New Years" lyrics

When's it gonna change?
What's the point in making lists
If they just stay the same?
Writing things I wrote before
Said that I would quit
But I don't think I'm sticking to it

My New Year's resolution was a weak one
Forgot that shit by Feb
I was gonna get shit done
But I had other shit in my head
It came 'round to March, then
I was down and depressed
It was too much for a minute
Was not living at my best
I just stayed in bed for days, and
Showers came in April
Feeling like a fool, now
Not looking forward
But when it gets warmer
Gonna feel a little better, I may
Now it's May

Oh my God, my birthday coming up, I'm turning 25
I hope that I see 25 more years alive
I wanna feel the best that I can feel
And make the most of life
But May came 'round so fast
I can't believe 5 months went by
Almost half
It's summer soon, I'm happy as hell
And June is looking good, yeah, I can tell
Well I'm ready for it now

I'm outside the house
Thank God
July came around, I was grateful yet still frustrated
Oh, feel too much now, this heat won't even save me
August is amazing
Sun tan all over my face again
This year we needed reason to smile
So went to Italy and did the anniversary while
Time went on and I remember
Feeling like "Holy fuck! Now, it's September!"
What am I doing?
In fall I'm feeling pain
There's only 3 more months 'til
We gon' start again
Goin' through the year together
Through the year together
October now, it's cold again
I don't feel like myself, oh God

November, I don't know the difference anymore
It's cold and I just wanna go back to the start
I know I'll feel much better there
I'm gonna make new plans and stick to them this time I swear
What now, what's next?
I need to think about gifts
Christmas coming up, oh shit, I ain't ready yet
No, no, no

Let me start the whole thing over
I'ma try a little harder next year