"Selfish (Winter Version)" lyrics

I'm not trying to be vindictive
But I need to get this off my chest
I'm not trying to play the victim
But I won't be a martyr not for you again

You hit me up to tell me that you hope I'm doing well but
Let's just cut the bullshit, you just do that for yourself so
You can feel forgiven for how you put me through hell, yeah
It's so fucking like you only caring 'bout yourself

Your words never matched your actions
You couldn't keep up with the man you designed
Guess this you only existed
In the foolish, naïve part of my mind

Now I'm trying to understand you (I'm trying to understand you)
To you I wasn't worth effort or time
Guess I never really had you (had you)
So why do you care if you're not welcome in my life?

You hit me up to tell me that you hope I'm doing well but
Let's just cut the bullshit, you just do that for yourself so
You can feel forgiven for how you put me through hell, yeah
It's so fucking like you only caring 'bout yourself

You're so fucking selfish
You're so fucking selfish
You're so fucking selfish, selfish

You hit me up to tell me that you hope I'm doing well but
Let's just cut the bullshit, you just do that for yourself so
You can feel forgiven for how you put me through hell, yeah
It's so fucking like you only caring 'bout yourself