"MIDNIGHT" lyrics

I got bitches on my phone askin' me to man up
I got uncles and a mom shittin' down on my words
I got papers I got bills from my disses, son
I got motherfuckers tryna crook me, do me, cheat me, shook me [?] yellin' you [?] I'm assumin'
I was stolen 50k was the first one I made
I got lost in some drugs cause it lightened my pain
I got ram pom pom pom ringin' far in my head
I got scars on my face, got some on my soul
With the grievous wounds [?]
Y'know

Cause tonight I don't wanna sing
I don't wanna feel
I don't want nothing else but me and my sins
If it was really meant to be it's goin' to happen
I did [dirt?] in my life, I'm 'bout to pay the price. yeah
Keep your fist tight I'm 'boutta fist life. nah tonight

I don't wanna sing
I don't wanna switch [?]
I don't need more stitches
I don't wanna look back again and back down
Man I tried to lay my soul bringin' my soul to man's life
Tonight losin' hope for tomorrow I guess I can't fight, but just tonight

Cause tonight
I don't wanna sing
I don't wanna switch [?]
I don't need need more stitches
I don't wanna look back again and back down
Man I tried to lay my soul bringin' my soul to man's life
Not losin' hope for tomorrow, I guess I can't fight
Only tonight

I got baba on the phone beggin' me to come up
I can feel his lonliness, but I'm on the album
I got priorities fucked up cause I'm too fucked up
The day dies, I know I'm gon' cry
Not because I love them but because I never told them why
Ya hmar who am I
Got a family I escaped cause some hate my success
I won't be much of amazed if they were sendin' me spells
Put my 3ein to the max but I'm still pavin' on my way
And now I be [?]
Who the fuck can stop me when my own blood can't? myself

But tonight
I don't wanna sing
I don't wanna feel
I don't want nothin' else but me and my sins
If it was really meant to be it was goin' to happen
I did dirt in my life, I'm 'bout to pay the price
Keep your fist tight I'm 'bout to fist life
No tonight

I don't wanna sing
I don't wanna switch [?]
I don't need more stitches
I don't wanna look back again and back down
Man I tried to lay my soul bringin' my soul to man's life
Not losin' hope for tomorrow, I guess I can't fight
But just tonight

Cause tonight I don't wanna sing
I don't wanna switch [?]
I don't need more stitches
I don't wanna look back again and back down
Man I tried to lay my soul bringin' my soul to man's life
Not losin' hope for tomorrow, I guess I can't fight
But just tonight