"READY TO DIE" lyrics

Born to lose or born to fight
Watching as the world goes by
Mama said, "Go hide your feelings"
So no more crying, no more waves
Oh, I've hurt more than just one
And I've sinned more than just once
Every time I lost my mind, I blamed it on you

But I was young, ready to die
I was afraid it'd never last
Oh, I was young, ready to die
I was afraid it'd never last

Enemies, enemies
They tried to break me down
C'est la vie, c'est la vie
Go find your way around
You thought too, way too many times
"I'd better end it here"
It just felt
It just felt so easy to destroy

But I was young, ready to die
I was afraid it'd never last
But I was young, ready to die
I was afraid it'd never last

But I was young, ready to die
I was afraid it'd never last
And now I'm old, I'm still alive
Yet wondering if I was right