"TRAUMATIZED" lyrics

I've been ripping up the seams
Finding back to myself
Now I'm tracing constellations in the cracks along my skin
If past is just a lesson, why these scars don't ever fade
They bleed through every moment
Like a truth I cant escape

I'm not whole
Still I sink
Shadows still tearing me down
Watch my world
Fall apart

When nothing good can last
But this nightmare never ends
Haunting me to the grave
Wishing I could erase
All this pain inside
I bet everyone's left
A little traumatized

Is there solace
In the suffering
Will the ghost inside my ribcage finally turn to leave
I've been walking through the wreckage of the person I became
Picking up the burning pieces, to watch them fall again

Try to save
What is left
From all the joy that I had
But it all
Fell apart

When nothing good can last
But this nightmare never ends
Haunting me to the grave
Wishing I could erase
All this pain inside
I bet everyone's left
A little traumatized

Trauma-fucking-tized
Traumatized

Did I just die, I don't feel alive
Cause I keep it inside
And it buries me alive

When nothing good can last
But this nightmare never ends
Haunting me to the grave
Wishing I could erase
All this pain inside
I bet everyone's left
A little traumatized