"Amnesia" lyrics

If you don't feel enough
Why don't you show it?
Not asking you to build me up
But baby don't brake it down
The things that I do for love
I hate that you notice
I hope you don't notice

This is fucking amnesia
Praying that I won't see her
Every time I close my eyes, eyes

Don't want to cover up
But the cracks keep showing
Don't ever talk to me about trust
I would never let the word get out
That the thing that you thought was love
Won't ever surface
I hope she don't notice

This is fucking amnesia
Praying that I won't see her
Every time I close my eyes, eyes
[x2]

What is fake, something I can't relate to
Hard for me to do it even though I want to hate you
I can't erase you, I missed the memo
You drive me crazy like John Dixon at the demos
A real nympho, was an infant before smoking endo
Now only a bitch with some issues
I wish I swore I didn't kiss you
But I did and now there's no more touching
Judge me, scream, scorn and crying just for love me
The cosmos of this scene is borderline ugly
And what an understatement was that
Got your foot in your mouth and your brain in the vat
We even make it dangerous to chat
Trying to solve things well how aimless is that
See my sanity has gone down the drain, down the hatch
And you're lying but I'm not willing to stay for the catch

This is fucking amnesia
Praying that I won't see her
Every time I close my eyes, eyes
[x2]

I can't erase you