"Lavenders" lyrics

After all this time
You'd think my world came caving in
But that's not right
And I'm just fine
After all this time
You'd think my heart gave away
But I'm breathing fine
And I'm alright

Overdosed on my own demons
What's the point of giving up again?
Tryna fight it so I keep on breathing
Will I even make this jump?

'Cause all I smell are lavenders
As the world burns down around me
Around me
And all I smell are lavenders
I'll ignore all this pain around me
Around me
Lavenders, lavenders, lavenders

Oblivion is so blissful as I hide away
What's going on?
But I take too long
I act as though the world has turned against my soul
Never think it through
I never thought it through

Overdosed on my own demons
What's the point of giving up again?
Trying to fight it so I keep on breathing
Will I even make this jump?

'Cause all I smell are lavenders
As the world burns down around me
Around me
And all I smell are lavenders
I'll ignore all this pain around me
Around me
Lavenders, lavenders, lavenders

Wasn't meant to stay
Try my best to fade away

'Cause all I smell are lavenders
As the world burns down around me
Around me
And all I smell are lavenders
I'll ignore all this pain around me
Around me
Lavenders, lavenders, lavenders