"Talkin" lyrics

I do this thing where I talk
When I should probably shut the fuck up
I'm not good when I speak
I tend to fumble everything that I mean

Dumb words were said, repeat again
Replay in my mind as I lie awake
You wanna talk, but I shut right up
'Cause I know I'm wrong
But I just take the beating

There I go again
I went and fucked it up but when
Do you admit you did the same to me? (It hangs over your head)
No, I'm not innocent
Spit us out like cinnamon
Called it quits and decided to leave but
I'm not the only monster

(Monster)

Lonely nights, cold and white
Help me find the meaning
For my sake, home and safe
But I had to burn our future
These mistakes made me break
But I crumble as I'm speaking

I talk and I talk and I talk

There I go again
I went and fucked it up but when
Do you admit you did the same to me? (It hangs over your head)
No, I'm not innocent
Spit us out like cinnamon
Called it quits and decided to leave but

Trust me, I know that therapy would help me (Yep)
Swear that I don't need it (Hell no)
That's why I'm the problem
Never catch me talkin'
Talkin'
Yeah
(I do this thing where I talk)
(I do this thing where I talk)

There I go again
I went and fucked it up but when
Do you admit you did the same to me? (It hangs over your head)
No, I'm not innocent
Spit us out like cinnamon
Called it quits and decided to leave but
I'm not the only monster

(Monster)

Trust me, I know that therapy would help me (Yep)
Swear that I don't need it (Hell no)
That's why I'm the problem
Never catch me talkin'