"HeadRush" lyrics

Lately, I've been selfish
In my own world, I can't help it
Brain is twisted, feelin' toxic
Tried to fix it, but I lost it

Sick of overanalyzin' every conversation
Sick of second guessin' all the hidden connotations
Sick of worryin' about my stupid reputation
Spiralin' out cause

I've been stuck with a head rush, can't stop now
Vertigo in this bed, but I can't slow down
Misfit thoughts come alive at night
I lose myself then I lose my mind
I've been stuck with a head rush
And I can't get up

Stuck in this bed
I can't get up
Leave me for dead
I can't get

White noise playin' on the TV
Turn it up I'm drowning out my feelings
Off the deep end, who can blame me
What's the point, when there's no one here to save me

Sick of where I go when I'm at home in isolation
Sick of second guessing if I need my medication
Sick of living in a micro dose hallucination
Spiraling out cause

I've been stuck with a head rush, can't stop now
Vertigo in this bed, but I can't slow down
Misfit thoughts come alive at night
I lose myself then I lose my mind
I've been stuck with a head rush
And I can't get up

Stuck in this bed
I can't get up
Leave me for dead
No I can't get up
I'm stuck in this bed
I can't get up
Leave me for dead
Leave me for dead
I can't get up
No I can't get up
I can't get up
Just leave me for dead
No I can't get up