"Door" lyrics

Wondering where your head is
If you call yourself righteous then I'm a saint
I don't know where we're headed
Could've sworn I was over you
But today, I feel like diving in
The water feels warmer
The water feels warmer
So tell me what to say

She said, "What are you waiting for ?"
She took my hand and told me
To shut up and close the door
I destroy myself, if I let you inside
Not good for my health
Not good for my health

Rage against my dimming heartbeat
'Cause I can't light this fire

So she said, "What are you waiting for ?"
She took my hand and told me
To shut up and close the door
I destroy myself, if I let you inside
Not good for my health
Not good for my health

What are you waiting for?
What are you waiting for?
What are you waiting for?
Is this real life?
Is this what it feels like?