"A Liar" lyrics

I have been walking on this dying road [?]
And all of my history is telling me
That I shouldn't go.
Well I'll see what I want,
When I want, if I wanna see it all.

'Cause I want a white light to lead me home.

I haven't been honest with you
And I haven't been honest with myself.
I haven't been honest with you
And I am a liar.

I am a liar.

Oh and I lost everything that I love
Both my shimmering eyes
They moved on with the fiction
I've been telling myself all this time.
I should'a stayed where I was
Should'a waited on that (mine?)

And I need a white light to lead me home.

I haven't been honest with you
And I haven't been honest with myself.
I haven't been honest with you
And I am a liar.

I am a liar.
[5x]

I haven't been honest with you
And I haven't been honest with myself.
I haven't been honest with you
And I am a liar.
[2x]