"NUMB / MIDNIGHT" lyrics

Wonder what they think of me
Got a couple drinks in me
Wish I didn't feel so numb
I been feeling so alone
Liquor won't fill this hole
But I just don't learn
Used to run from my emotions
But I got too good, now I can't get back
I been feeling so lost and helpless
And all these drugs
Don't seem to help
Tell me why I don't feel a thing
Said it's been too long
Since I felt the rain
Tell me why I'd trade it all
I would do anything
For a little bit of pain

Got too many
Everybody
Got too many
Everybody
Got too many
Everybody
Got too many
Everybody

Got too many K's, I need an M now
Said everybody wanna be my friend now
Said schedule full of meetings in my ends now
All these drugs is messing with my head now
Keep my head down
Said I just put a perky on my tongue now
Said I been getting lonely when the suns down
Said I been getting funds, I'm having fun now
Said really I'm just tryna make my mom proud

Said I just put a drink in a cup
I think that I'm drinking too much
Depression still want me to jump
Cause what If I'm never enough
Maybe I'm shooting too high
Hoping that I'll never die
I want the stars and the sky
Music gon' keep me alive
At least I hope so
I hope so
I hope so
I hope so

Got too many K's, I need an M now
Said everybody wanna be my friend now
Said schedule full of meetings in my ends now
All these drugs is messing with my head now
Keep my head down
Said I just put a perky on my tongue now
Said I been getting lonely when the suns down
Said I been getting funds, I'm having fun now
Said really I'm just tryna make my mom proud