"Changing" lyrics

(Pipe that shit up, TnT)
I know this gon' make you mad, shit like that
This just how I feel
I'll trade all the shit I have
I be goin' crazy

I was on my way to the show and it finally hit me
I don't wanna be here no more, Lord, come and get me
No, I ain't ready to die like I'm Biggie
Just wanna jump in my car, fill it with gas, and go far and not look back
I walk in the mall with ten thousand on me (Yeah)
I don't see nothing I want (Yeah, yeah)
It don't excite me no more, these streets just ain't like me no more
I think it's safe to say, I finally understand my big brother
Or why he left his family and why he kept on runnin'
That shit can cause insanity when problems keep on comin'
Plus, we come from out the struggle, nobody gave us nothing
But, it's a different story for me
It seems, I got everything that I ever dreamed (Yeah)
But I can't find no peace
Say he got everything he wanted
Cars, clothes, and money, but nobody I can trust in
Lord, I got a question, is Heaven real?
If so, then why you kept us here?
Uh, okay

Smiling but dying inside (We dying inside)
What if I said I was tired? (What if I said I was tired?)
Would you blame me? (Would you blame me?)
Would you hate me? (Would you hate me?)
Safe to say I'm changing (Yeah)
I can feel me changing (Yeah)
Safe to say I'm changing
Safe to say I'm changing (Yeah)
I can feel me changing (Yeah)
Safe to say I'm changing
Safe to say I'm changing (Yeah)
I can feel me changing (Yeah)
Safe to say I'm changing
Safe to say that I'm changing
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah