"Not New To It" lyrics

Uh
You know, just 'cause you adapt to something
Just cause you get used to something
Don't make it right, don't make it normal
You know what I'm sayin?
Free the family, yeah
Yeah
What up, nigga?
Look, yeah
Look, look

I'm tossin' and turnin' in the dark, broken heart got me feelin' strange
Can't slide the nigga, lost my spark, I don't feel the same
Never get too comfortable, I'm always ready for the rain
Childhood trauma keep me nervous and numb to the pain
It's a thousand thoughts inside my mind, and I can't relax
I'll never ever go outside if I ain't got my strap
From the trenches where you go to war if you feel attacked
Mama didn't raise me this way, but I learned to adapt
Mama, this that life that I chose, I had sworn down
Sworn down
And only God got my faith, niggas bleed how I bleed
Either you real or you fake, it ain't no in between
It's a dirty game full of snakes, and it ain't what it seems
What it seems
My heart gone, it's hard to catch sometimes
My spark gone, I feel dead inside
I'm tossin' and turning in my bed
Hearing voices in my head, I be up 'till the morning
In a room full of people, I still feel lonely
Keeping it real overrated, theres's people so fake
They'll stab you in your back, then smile in your face
I ain't new to it (I ain't new to it)
But I ain't new to it, no
And I don't want you to go
Could you stay? (Could you stay?)
If you can't, it's okay (But if you can't with me)
I'm used to it (Yeah)
I'm used to it, uh, yeah (Yeah)

Yeah, yeah, uh
Could you stay?
But if you can't with me