"Butterflies" lyrics

I tried a million times, oh lord
I tried too many times, let it go
I tried to turn this life around
Why you always put me down?

Sick of these long, long nights got me taking a drag
I pray for the day, they will take my life
Cocaine, no pain, only thing that feels right
Okay, little boy go and sharpen your knife
Butterflies in my eyes so I can eat out at night
The way my bones shake, got up all night
The way the earth quake, got me feeling so high
The way the heart breaks, I'm ready to die

Oh, woah-woah, ready to go
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh, woah-woah, ready to go

I tried a million times, oh lord
I tried too many times, let it go
I tried to turn this life around
Why you always put me down?

Sick of these late, late nights, now we taking a drive
Now we run the red lights, anything to survive
When we cut the headlights, just to feel alive
No more bloody red eyes straight off the flight
Say it now life is hard but I'll be alright
Screaming out, oh lord, got me up all night
Oh wow, getting faded on a Saturday night
Oh I, pains me, trynna keep on the fight

Oh, woah-woah, ready to go
Why-y-y-y
Oh, woah-woah, ready to go

I tried a million times, oh lord
I tried too many times, let it go
I tried to turn this life around
Why you always put me down?

Sick of these late, late nights, I'm just trynna get by
Don't play me a fool, don't know whether to die
Feel like James Dean on a Saturday night
Got the same ripped jeans, I'm just trynna get high
Set the flame, times ticking, feels like she's dynamite
Buy you trips, that new ass, get anything you like
Drowning deep, deep down where the sun don't show
Hagging on real tight, last threat of the rope

Oh, woah-woah, ready to go
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh, woah-woah, ready to go

I tried a million times, oh lord
I tried too many times, let it go
I tried to turn this life around
Why you always put me down?