"Above, Not Below" lyrics

Skinny dip, in my water
Come on, come on
I could read you, like a Digest
Your arm, not alarm
Don't entertain me, like a star
Come on, come on
I see the blood, rushing in
Fingertips, push your chips inside

I'm dancin', my phone's a virus
I can't no, I can't deny it
I can't no, I can't deny it, yeah
I'm dancin', my phone's a virus
I can't no, I can't deny it
I can't no, I can't deny it
I can't, no, I can't, no, I can't

I wish I had a reason to feel this way
I wish I had a reason to feel this way
I wish I had a reason to feel this way
It's above you, not below you
I wish I had a reason to feel this way

Had to beat me up, leaving cuts on my body
Wrote the suicide note, day I started college
Brought my grades up, lemonade stand
Rolled all my rage up, when you wake, you're crazy
Ah!

I know I took it way too far
I hate the way you park your car
And I shouldn't have a problem with that
But you know that I'm a hypochondriac (Ooh)
And you know that's just the way I would react
Scared of changing anything about me
But the only person that's ever had a doubt about me is you
Hope you never move on to something new
I feel the sweat percolating, residue

You beat me up, leaving cuts on my body
Wrote the suicide note, day I started college
Rolled my rage up, 'pologised later
Rolled, rolled my rage up, apologised later
Every, —everything I wanna
See him when I gotta
Love him like an idol
Treat him like my father
Not his baby, lemonade stand
Not his, —not his favourite
We get, —we get crazy, oh

If it hadn't had been for graffiti and hip-hop man
I-I don't know man
I probably would've gotten, all of-
You know what I wanna do?
I wanna be like my brothers
And they all went to the Army, Navy, Marines, you know?
And each one was good at gymnastics, baseball and biking
And I tried all of 'em, and it just didn't fit!